sarah?

sarah or larah. whats this change bringing?
frustrated my heart still leaps at that pop up. enough sarah. enough

its 2010. ended 09 well entered 2010 even better.

thank god im stable (:
lovely family incredible friends. who can ask for more <3

i wont allow myself anymore.

every new challenge comes a learning experience.
the water pulls you down but you tread for dear life.
swallow murky water in the process.
surface a stronger person.

too much though, the stream turned into a river.
river turned into the ocean.
im struggling, drowning, swallowing too much.
no more strength to tread, barely hanging on. this better be the end.
before i really give in. before the current pulls me away.

night falls.
scary

honestly, your crazy

life can be so simple, but we'r humans.
humans are but simple.

here comes the next battle.
sarah, harden the fuck up

dear all,

im sorry for making each worry. i'll be fine. im picking the pieces up. i'm back in the game.


iv not given up because i dont want to be a burden.
im looking ahead now. fixing my life. everyone has the rights and reason to live. theres no death note.
because "life is a rollercoaster". I thought that the rollercoasters wont stop. but it will.

cheers to life.

gwen,dhini and daryl. i put the three of you, especially, in such a difficult situation. im sorry. right from the bottom of my heart. i wont be the foolish human i was the past 2 days,